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Memoirs from Ryan to Brendon. Part FourThe Car Journey
At first we just sat there in silence. It wasn't awkward. When we got on the highway I glanced at you. you were staring at me smiling, I smile back. Then I stuck my tongue out at you. You returned with yours. For a few minutes we kept exchanging stupid faces.
"Damn! How old are we, five?" I joked laughing.
"More like three I think." You replied, also laughing.
After that we drove in silence again.
"Put a CD on if you want." I said. You started rummaging through my CD'S. I had all my favourites in my car from Blink 182 to the Beatles.
"Wow!" You exclaimed,"These are all my favourites."
"Really! Mine too." I told you, "Me and Spencer, my best friend from childhood, used to be in a band and we covered blink song."
"That is so cool! Lets put some Blink on now." You said. Then the CD was in the stereo and we were belting out the lyrics.
"You're such a good singer, Bren. I wish I could sing like you." I sighed after a few songs.
"What? You are a really good singer. I
Memoirs From Ryan to Brendon. Part ThreeOur Text Conversation the Next Morning.
Ryan: Hey! Did u sleep alright after the film? Get any nightmares?
Bden: Ha. Nope. Did you?
Ryan: Nah. I don't get scared that easily.
Bden: How about when you grabbed my hand last night?
Ryan: OK so I do get scared easily. But I didn't get nightmares
Bden: Do u wanna go the theme park? It's half price today.x
Bden: Shall I pick u up? x
Ryan: No it's on ma way. I will pick u up c u in 10? x
Bden: Yep! x
Memoirs From Ryan to Brendon. Part twoOur First Date.
I was out of town for a week after we first met. Visiting a friend. I called you as soon as I got back:
"Hey Brendon. It's me, Ryan. Want to go see a film?"
"Sure!" You replied, "I heard 'Women in Black' is good. Lets see that."
We met outside the cinema. You where wearing a blue button up check shirt and black skinny jeans, yes I still remember. GOD you looked sexy.
"Hey Ryan!" You called when you saw me, "I love you scarf. Where did you get it? You look like a cowboy." You were smiling, oh how I miss your smile.
"Thanks. I stole it Frodo." I joked, "Shall we go in?"
The film was a horror. As scary as Hell! At one point I was so scared I grabbed your hand. I quickly let go. I looked to see if you had noticed and blushed when our eyes met. I smiled apologetically. You smiled back.
It was late when the film finished, almost midnight, so we said goodbye outside the cinema. I will never forget this goodbye. Just as I thought you were going, you
Memoirs from Ryan to Brendon. Part oneWhen we first met.
As I stared into your warm, dark eyes, your virtuosic guitar playing humming away like a lullaby, I realised I would never look at another man again.
Then you started singing. I cannot remember what, I was mesmerized by your voice. So beautiful. Full of emotion.
I recall pushing my way to the front of audience, still staring. You turned and met my gaze. You smiled and, of course, I smiled back. Our eyes stayed locked for a few seconds then I blushed and looked away. I fled to the back of the crowd.
After you finished your set, I sat down at a table for two with a pint of beer. I wasn't drinking it I just sat there watching the bubbles rise and form the head. That is when you came up to me.
"Um...Hey. I- err. I'm Brendon. Wh- Who are y- you?" You stuttered. I replied;
"Ryan. I'm Ryan. Can I buy you a drink?"...
Deception. RydonElla stumbled in on them, Ryan and Brendon, together on the sofa; making out.
"Ry, what is this?" Ella cried. "Who is that?"
Ryan was shocked. He had planned to tell them both. Brendon didn't know about Ella and of course he was trying to keep up the image of a 'cool' heterosexual male at collage so he was 'dating' Ella and hadn't told her.
"Ryan!?" Brendon asked. "Who is she?"
"She! Is Ryan's girlfriend. No wait. Ex-girlfriend. We are over Ryan." Ella screamed. Then she turned and stormed away. Ryan just sat there next to Brendon. Staring.
"What did she mean girlfriend? Were you cheating on her with me?" Brendon inquired.
"Yes." Ryan replied in a barley audible whisper.
"I can't believe it... I don't think I can do this any more Ry. I don't think I can trust you. I thought we told each over everything. I'm leaving." And with that Brendon got up and left.
Ryan was in shock. He didn't care about Ella she was just a prop in his 'I'm not gay image'. It was Brendon. He knew he should o
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